Have you ever had a conversation that ended up altering your life in many ways? Not just your perception on your life but the way you view that which you thought you knew.
I had one of those the other day. Actually it’s still affecting me three days later. And I have no one I can talk to about it. Well maybe one person but I am scared to. Perhaps because talking about it will make it real for me.
In some ways I was better off not knowing… or not fully knowing. I had an idea that something was up but being kind of in the dark was actually protecting me. But that is gone now and I don’t know where I am or where to go.
I just so very desperately want to rewind time back to when everything made sense, before all the events that lead to this happened.
Where am I supposed to go from here? Where are we supposed to go to get it back to normal, right, good?
